Cleaning
My ocd is kicking in and now i am up cleaning . I think i need to make a schedule to keep this up . I also need to stop buying things . I hate to say that i need to layoff the halloween buying since i have so much . I would say that i need to stop buying books and movies but I don't think i will do that since i cant stop buying the movies i need them they give me a since of joy . Books help me slip away and removing my self from the way that i am lol , i dont know why but i am loving this whole blogging thing again more then youtube videos . I don't have to worry about the hate and the mean . I am not face to face i am more on paper and i love to be on paper . My hand still hurts and i cant wear my cast or the brace cause there causing me more pain ... I have to get so much shit don't not even funny . Back to cleaning i was thinking about cleaning all the halloween items and putting them in a box for safe keeping .
Then there would be nothing in my room . Since all my things are halloween . Still need to vacuum and maybe dust <----- i hate to dust . When i was younger my mom would make me dust everyday and i hate it . Not including the cups that i have in my room ick four nothing nasty in them they held water . Then find a place to but the bbw things in more organized place for all the stuff and then nail polish and random shit that i have in this room , Like i always said i was in room size of the living room and know i am in a show box .... I would gut my room of everything once a year and no that i am old i don't do it as much and the fact that i have put on some weight. I never had such a small room . I have always had a big room and i am not taken this so well lol i should not complain right i have a roof over my head and a good home but what can i say i have always been spoiled .
I mean come on i had my own level at are one house a whole floor and then i had another at my papals . So my room was not always clean when i had a bigger one but with a small one things tend to get messy quickly and fast . the 1st room i have not had a recliner or a couch . Hint why i will need to stop buying things .
so Know i am cleaning and make sure this dose not happen unless i am sick . I need to stop making dvd towers .
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