4 days till the wedding

4 Days till the wedding . got my marriage licenced .  tempers high ..... so much shit to do i am so lost and confused . ahhhh freaked out and not happy , with the mouths on high tempers on high .... Some time i wonder if weddings are worth the shit . thanks to my grams a wedding present came today ...... nothing make me more lost then having no one to help me thanks to mark who helped and kept me calm today .... Sun has not been out lost my tan . ahhh , so much stuff . i am recording these days as they come  .